so when i calcualated muh course fees for next sem . i need to dose muhself with some calming pills . and what comes to muh mind instantly is "muh savings will be gone!"
but having to self-comfort muhself . as in looking at it differently .
because i wanted so much to get a degree and gain working experience at e same time . henceforth i chose this path . its definitely not easy i have to add .
i was not born with a golden spoon in muh mouth nor i have to go under starvation . im glad the environment makes me stronger and meticulous decision making has been part of muh life . simply means choosing the path that best fits me .
i know that i ought to urge muhself to tighten muh belt . a lil?(yeahs right . cure muh complusive shopping disorder) . and then muh bf goes " great that u know it!"
arghhs still . a lil part of me crumbles inside .
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